Yes, Maybe you're right but it doesnt happen often so i wouldnt say it is a problem for me.

I honestly havent understood why the T fired me. He should send a letter with his reasons soon. IF i do get it, i hope i'll understand or you'll help me understand. Anyway it was definately not because i sipped a little of alcohol before seeing him, he couldnt have told i did it and i didnt say it for sure.

ATM i just still feel so hurt, mad and disappointed in him. He seemed nice and i held him in high consideration. At least i had only seen him 6 times so even though i felt a nice bond immediatly, i should be able to get over it soon.

The worst part of it though is that he did exactly what i feared he would do (dumping me) and that i confessed him by e-mail a few days before seeing him.
AND he just one more time confirmed me my vision of life is rightband that i cannot trust anyone, me included...