Some of you may remember that my t had to move away a few years ago. Well she has been visiting and we have spent lots and lots of time together, very very long sessions and doing fun things like going to lunch and stuff.
She has to leave in a few days. And the huge ache in my heart is starting already She is the only one i have in my life that i am close to. Because of my career, i have to be so guarded with people. I cant really let anyone close. But t and i are close. And she is so genuinely kind to me. When she leaves, it leaves a huge ache inside my heart.
We still have time to meet once or twice more before she goes back , and we have something special planned before she goes, but it is already starting in my heart. It aches so much . I dont want her to go