can i share with you an interesting experience i had ..i think the day b4 yesterday?

i read a book when there was a passage about "a statue of a bird which looked like it`s going to fly"
but it will never fly anywhere. it will stand there untill it gets broken or untill someone moves it somewhere else . and i thought that we human beings are the same. we just live sorf of ordinary lives. work. come home. eat. go to bed.
but what do you we really have in life, which is meaningful?
what should we do to fly? to do what we are really her for?

and after a while i just tried somehting.
NOT THINKING OF ANYHING.
and after a few seconds i started feeling really good. great. greatful. for this life. i felt the power. the LOVE...
and i felt that I KNEW the answer to the question i had. even if i don`t seem to analize it or to put it into words. we know all we need to know. we just have to let the truth reveal itslef without being afraid to let go of all our illussions. all the judgment we have towards reality...all the "wall" we built around ourselves from concepts.perceptions, conclussions, etc.
you can see the light RIGHT NOW if you just choose ot. if you just believe. you ARE the light...but the problem is that we always make things up to turn it down.