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Old Nov 26, 2015, 01:50 AM
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Originally Posted by DysphoricManicMom View Post
Well yeah i have self worth issues, i just dont wanna get to the point of punching myself in the head bc of it. I see a counsler/therapist but i missed my appt today.

Its about not remembering and not keeping things straight, which is what i have a history of. And i was doing so well and all it took was a few negatives throughout the day to get me to a breaking point. Wish i wasnt so weak

Oh...I totally get that. Feeling guilty for not remembering much and like the whole world has got it together but me
But they truly don't
I got to know some mothers who I thought had it totally together and never missed a beat....found out they too had many many short comings
But they were better at hiding it
One thing I realized about many people with mental health issues. ..we keep it real
We are authentic
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