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Old Nov 26, 2015, 02:08 AM
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Originally Posted by jacky8807 View Post
Time has to pass feeling a certain way and out of the norm for me to consider it a cycle
If I feel down one day good the next....that's just life. Can you really call a couple hours to days of a mood an episode?
My depression last months and gets worse as time goes on
My mania last weeKS to months
When I get depressed, it's mostly pure depression. While there are days I feel I'm capable of more than I could the day before, it's not linear but rather dynamic.
Last 3 months I was depressed, and maybe once in 2 weeks I had a day where I was able to go out and have fun.

Now that I'm hypo for 2 weeks +-, there are days I'm blasting energy, but still would crash exhausted in the evening or something.. maybe wake up bit tired, but then get fired-up in the evening.. this is what makes it confusing to me, psychiatrist clearly stated few times I'm hypomanic now but I just don't get it how dynamic it is even in the hypomanic stage/episode/period/watever.

Thank you guys for sharing your experience with your patterns.
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