fellilng lost again, it is now9 months since i lost
my dad and i can deal with things 3 or 4 days a week
i then question why i am here what is it that i have to learn
why me,without my family.what is this test i am being
given. how am i going to dealing with all the things around me?this leaves me lost.but i know i have to go on with my life and world i have cared for all my family members over the years.now what? lost dealing with my own world now.
just lost again does this every stop this pain this lost feeling