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Moonkin said:

I'm always wondering how do you know someone really cares?
Do therapists/pdocs really like you?
Why do people seem to get lust and love mixed up?
Is sex all that strives relationships?
When will I see the light?
Why do I think these things?
How can I stop it?

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Q.1 if they spend time trying to help u they care. dont try to think about wether they really do,coz the depression will pick out things for u to doubt, happens to me too. I CARE!!! just try not to think bout it too much.

Q.2 i say she likes you. you are a nice guy, and there is no reason for her to dislike you. anyway. if she disliked you to the point where she couldnt work with u she would refer you. and, it is YOUR session. who cares if your not her favourite person. there are many ppl who she could be dealing with who are worse than you. trust me. she has nothing to dislike.

Q.3 love and lust are hard to define. i spose if u truly love someone you would be totally sure that, in the case of having to wait five years to see them again, you would do it. love is more than wanting to have sex with them. for example, my bf actually wants to stop me having sex with him. so that i dont regret doing it so young. i respect him for that. and i am thankful too.
dont worry too much over it dusty, u r young, you have lodsa time to find a lucky lady to be with.

Q.4 if sex was all that drove relationships, i know many relationships wouldnt still be here. sex is just something that is universally something ucan use to tell someone that you love them. although some use it for other purposes. yknow, i think it is enjoyed too much... that is why bad things happen IMO...

Q.5 the light will come when u r ready to see it. now, i know that sounds naff, but it will come soon. just keep striving for it... ill be with u looking also.

Q.6 i think the weirdest questions. i wonder how many sausages went down with the titanic! haa but then thats just me. its annoying to not know the answers to such questions, but all you can do is ask others opinions, and believe in your own.

Q.7 hmm stopping it, that would be doing what i do and not giving yourself enough time to think at all. but i do NOT reccomend that. those questions are healthy, feel free to ask me any questions,,, and i will give an honest answer.

btw, all the stuff i wrote is IMO. its up to u how much to take any notice of, you could totally disagree...
take care matey
self