Hey continuously
I haven't been abandoned but I understand the pain depression etc. I have run into a bunch of sleep and mental issues and it's hard for my family to understand but they do stick with me. I really hope you don't lose the courage to keep on keeping on. Especially now around the holidays can be tough. The reason I came to find a site was to find others that understood what in going through and help keep my head right. Just keep writing here. I know it's made me feel a bit better to see in not alone (or nuts ) about how I've been feeling.