I got this injection on my hip when i was just a child and that caused a massive scar tissue over the years as i grew. Since my pain grew in percentages over the year , i couldn't really gather what was happening with me, i thought its just a plastic surgery case. But now i'v had two surgeries and still getting physiotherapy daily for it ..its been there for 24 years now.

From last 4 years, I have had so many restrictions, immense pain, physical incapability to holiday properly or go out with friends, family without tension. I have to massage every one hour whenever i go out and have to wear silicone suction cups at my scar tissue but wearing it gives me pain too and without it its crazy tightness and pain as well. The pain has spread to different parts of my body.

I have depression on and off. It seems like i keep crying, don't feel excited in anything. I feel no one else is able to understand me as they cannot feel my pain. I am doing everything to get better but unable to cure it. I have left my job just to get healthy again, left everything focusing only on health but still (

I am giving my best :-( but still... I feel i cant enjoy any moment completely..i cant get rid of this pain and disability even for a second. What should i do??