I posted this on the DID forum, but am asking to delete my account tonight and there doesn't seem to be any activity in the DID forum. Was thinking maybe people in the PTSD forum might relate or understand this craziness and be able to help before my account is gone.
Here is a copy of the post in DID:
Ok, I have a question I have been holding for a while because I don't want it out there,,, but I am going to cancel my account tonight so I want to see if anyone can help before I do it.
I have been diagnosed with ptsd, but do disassociate in relation to stressful situations making the world seem to go away into a fog... I am SOOOO uncertain about other things regarding whether I have multiples or just ‘regress’ a lot. I can’t find much about regression, but I spontaneously feel like a very young child (sometimes just during my extreme fear moments, sometimes when I have a slight hurt either physical or emotional, and sometimes for no reason I can find). When I say I feel young, sometimes it is so extreme I use pillows to feel like I am in a crib to feel better. I also notice what some mention about feeling this childlike ‘thing’ inside even when I don’t actually have that young regressed feeling. I can’t say I feel like I have multiple people inside me though. I do feel like I ‘talk to myself’ but who doesnt. I do yell at that whiney kid in there though and tell it to snap out of it. . I don’t know what is normal for people, what might be regression moments, or how to tell if this is did (mpd) and I am just realizing it.
Any insight would be sooo helpful because it is so unclear to me right now
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