Thanks AlwaysChanging...

I know, it is as clear a mud... LOL... I did mention the child feeling to my t yesterday. He mentioned the 'getting back to safety' also. I didn't push many of the details on him like how I even talk to myself like a toddler at those times. I will give him more details, I just don't want it to look like I am TRYING to create something that isn't there but don't want to blow it off to nothing either.

That's kinda why I was hoping someone here would be able to relate and I might get some insight.

Appreciate your feedback