We do talk on the telephone and skype, she calls me when she has time to. It just isnt the same as in person though. T is affectionat- she holds my hand, plays with my hair, lets me sit by her, etc. We go get coffee and go for walks.she is the only person i trust. when she is gone, its just so hard.
With my career, i cannot let people close. The is the outsid starry night that people see and think they know, but that is just the public face i put on.
She still wants to move back home. She just doesnt know when her husband will say its ok though.
And she really, really doesnt want to leave either. Yesterday when we talked, i mentioned how sad i am that its almost time for her to go, and she doesnt even want to talk about it because it upsets her so much.
the whole situation is just lousy.