I have rapid cycling BP triggered or made worse by BPD.
I had 2 days of major mixed episode, extreme agitation, revved up w negative inexhaustible energy.
Then like a switch, it abated. I was normal for 2 days,not high or low.
Now, 2 days of hypomania feeling ecstatic, overly optimistic, etc.
I look back & 2 weeks ago I was googling the most effective ways to commit suicide.
That lasted 9 days or so.
I don't have a pattern, just all over the place.
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750mg Lithium
50mg Seroquel titrating up
It is a blessing & a curse to feel things so intensely.
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