Misdiagnosed for 8 years. Several docs called it depression until my father was diagnosed 2 months ago. Finally my new doc listened. after years of this and that antidepressant and anti anxieties. which only made it worse, I am on the right path. The best description, I feel free. Only been a month on meds but the change is drastic. The only part I am struggling with is finally realizing all those racing thoughts, the ideas and fantasies that play in my head, they are wrong and no where close to acceptable. I have started discussing these things with my husband who is my rock. Even though I'm fine with admitting I'm a bit crazy, it's still a hard realization that parts of my brain are far worse than just crazy. Did anyone else find it difficult to face this? It weighs very heavy. How do you deal? I have four children a wonderful husband and just a great life in general. But now that I can't just pass all these thoughts off as normal and am seeing myself a lot clearer, I'm very afraid.

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