My guess is you won't be stable unless you get sober. You're stuck in a cycle right now and self medicating. "Is there a right time to quit?" Well, there's never a wrong time. When I was drinking I would always say "oh I can't quit now, I'd have the shakes at work!" Then next wk I would be going through some chrisis so I couldn't quit then. I just woke up one day and said "ok I'm sick of this ****" and had my bf drive me to detox before I chickened out. Yea I had to put my life on hold but I've been sober for 6 months now. Some may say you have to hit rock bottom. But I see some hit rock bottom like 5 times already for real lol.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN