Thank you so much for all your replies, guys. I really appreciate it. I'm currently in a bad financial situation. My only source of income comes from the government and it's only enough to keep myself in college. I did some research and found a mental health center near where I live, but a psychologist appointment costs $90, which is almost half of my income. I had a GP appointment this Monday but I was a in a bad place and questioning the point of everything, so I skipped it. I regret it now. I'd scheduled this appointment two months ago (public health service...) and its going to take just as long to reschedule it. I'm feeling so desperate. I've been trying really hard to keep busy to keep my mind off all that's wrong, but there's only so much I can do. I'm upset and panicking.

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