Since you have a Dx and Rx, I'm guessing that you have a pdoc and/or therapist? Maybe not regular appointments, but can you call and ask for a special appointment, or just speak to them over the phone? Sounds like maybe you need more help than you're getting now? Since you're writing in the Personality Place forum, I'm guessing you're wondering if maybe you have a PD? Could be just extreme stress, a professional would probably be in a better position to say.