<font color="#000088">When I was cutting, it was to release the pain I felt inside. Emotional pain.
But I don't think you should feel guilty about these deaths because of your dreams, that Tsunami would've still happened no matter how many times you dreamed about it. And if you really think about it, trying to warn them about it ahead of time, and saying that your proof came from dreams,or psychic visions of some sort. Chances of them believing that, are slim to none. So you really aren't responsible for those deaths, and I hope that someday you will come to realize that! That is not your fault, you shouldn't be feeling guilty for that!
I'm sorry that you have been carrying around all that guilt for so long,when in reality,it is NOT your fault!</font>