Very good job in being honest with your T about your feelings.

I hope that you have the chance to fully process your anger and hatred towards him. Once I began to do that I realized that a lot of my anger was coming from not wanting to feel less favorable ways. It's easy to get angry with him. It's also easy for me to angry at someone who I know cares about me deeply. I don't know what to do with those feelings of someone caring, so I end up just getting pissed off. I wouldn't write it off just yet as not being a good match. It seems as though there is a lot of emotion going on in that relationship; lots of stuff to work through. Processing the anger I feel towards my T also helped me to realize that my anger doesn't always have to evoke a pathological response. He stayed. He's still there for me. And I still continue to get pissed off at him and say %#@&#! you! But I'm starting to be able to feel the other stuff, too.