Though for two weeks now I've been trying to convince myself otherwise, I believe I am becoming hypomanic. Why deny it? Because whie I enjoy the state, while I can look forward to a period of happiness, I don't look forward to the regrets and depression that inevitably follow.

The good sides are great. My depression seems behind me and replaced with some elation and hope But, my credit card has been run up the last several weeks and I am now experiencing a bad case of buyer's remorse. FInally, I have become irritated and have a significant case of high expectations, black and white thinking, and frustrations in those aaround me.