Wow... I relate to all of this so much as well. I just discovered I was Bipolar 2... mostly because i had an INTENSE manic episode on Wellbutrin.. to the point where my anger was so awful that I was fantasizing about killing my boyfriend's dog. I dont really like the thing normally but I dont ever want it DEAD. Well on wellbutrin, I did.'

I have the same problems. the drinking, the hypersexuality, the spending (my God.. Im like 40 grand in debt.) the other impulsive decisions.. getting married to my twin's father WHILE he was actively beating me... Making the decision and doing it within 3 days. Leaving him 2 weeks later when he tried to kill me. Just horrible freaking decisions that are rash and impulsive and insane.

I wish I could be helpful but I'm sadly not, yet. Here looking for answers to the same questions you are... good luck! I would love to chat if you ever need to!

-Meredith