Hello littleowl2006: I have had some similar experiences in life. They were many years ago now. I wish I could say that time heals. But this has not been my experience. And, yes, even though rationally you may feel you've made the right decision, that doesn't make it hurt any less. What I have found, in my own life, is that I have had to learn to simply accept that what happened, happened. The emotions related to what happened are there... and I work to accept them... with compassion...