I'm just starting to get really annoyed with my therapist. I told her last week how I was starting to feel a bit out there, and that I was worried about how I would do during the holidays. She told me that she would set aside some time on Thanksgiving Day to check in with me, but that if for some reason she wasn't able to, I should expect to hear from her this morning. It's now 11pm my time, and I've heard nothing. I'm trying not to freak out, but I'm feeling extremely paranoid. I have paged her, but nothing. She has been late to our past few sessions (45 minutes to an hour) so I'm already upset, but I'm still trying not to jump to conclusions, because things happen, and she does have small children. I still think it is a bit rude of her not to at least officially cancel. She has helped me so much in only two short months though. Maybe I'm becoming too attached? I just feel so lost and alone. I'm starting to have paranoid thoughts.
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