I posted about a month ago about my experience with respiradol and seroquel. Couldnt take them because of bad reactions. Celexa too. So I've tried haldol and couldnt take that. Got up to 2mg and had akathisia so bad I could no longer sleep. Then was given lamictal. I took 12.5mg instead of 25. That night I woke up with palpitations so bad they hurt and I kept losing consciousness. I have ativan for anxiety but it did nothing to help. So I'm still unable to take anything. My anxiety is now so bad that I will faint if I don't do something immediately. I lost my job for good after I got haldol. I see my psychiatrist on the 30th and I have no idea what he's going to do or say. I don't understand why I can't take anything! Or why my anxiety is just getting worse and worse. My therapist told me to not work. But I need money for medicine and appointments. I'm applying for help but I'm told I don't qualify as I'm not "disabled" and Im just left here going????? I'm so screwed up from everything I haven't slept normally in over a month. I keep wanting to go to the er for help but what can they do. My life seems really pointless and I'm tired of this. I can't even get to therapeutic levels to see if anything even helps me. I have to quit my everything after the first few doses because I end up passing out or unable to sleep for a week and crying and wanting to die.