I went on a crisis textline tonight and talked about how I didn't want to live because my father is hemorrhaging. And I'm always afraid of losing parents anyway he asked a lot of questions and finally asked if I wanted him to send help I immediately said no don't want to miss Christmas anyway he convinced me to send an email to my therapist asking for help and I did but now I'm scared cause I don't want help and come Monday I may get police at my door just how my therapist is

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