I can't believe you have done the same thing I did. I was very overwhelmed and sad at the time. I was moving again from the city I lived in, so I decided to send one of the bully's a MSG on FB. Now that I look back at it, I wish I didn't. At first the guy told me it doesn't matter what he did, and it's all in the past. I must admit, I was very angry by his replies because for me who suffered the end of the physical & mental bullying was not okay at all. I have acted with my anger, and yes, I was angry. I was angry for being scared to leave my house because of what they did. I sent him MSG's again until he apologized. (His apology did not make me feel better honestly).

After some time, he send me a MSG telling me how crazy I am, and some other insults. So afterwards, I knew that what I did wasn't good. Not for me, or him. I still regret harassing him online honestly. Even though he bullies me physically so many times, it only made me feel so guilty for what happened.

From this, I knew that the only way I could live in just move on. Forget about it all, and honestly, since I'm suffering from PTSD, it does get hard to move on.

I have to thank you for posting this because it's good to know I'm not the only one who wanted a closure to what happened. Sometimes, we just need someone who cares, and it's very hard to see those who does when we are so focused on our pasts.