I agree with RxQueen875, but if it's any consolation, my childhood wasn't nessicarily bad, around 10 my grandfather passed and my "father" left my mom and I... I started showing signs of very severe depression and anxiety at 11... Sucidal, and I never wanted to leave.. As of now, I'm 13... My pyshologist is dumb and doesn't think I need medicine... But I'll go through phases where I'm "oka" but other times... I refuse to leave my room... Even go to the bathroom at my grandmothers... It's not always easy.. But it's not impossible to deal with it.. Just know there are people here who dedicate their time to be an open ear and help out, pm if you need too.. Good luck