I feel stuck in this relationship. The other day he was performing and I wanted him to get off of me and it took me 10 minutes to get him off of me. He keeps joking about how he's going to have to rape me but I don't find it very funny. When he was in me I kept trying to push him off and I remembered how much stronger than I am. He said he was going to teach me how fight so I can fight females for him. He's controlling me an I don't know why I let it happen again and again. He has only hit me in the arm to get my attention and that hurt and he wasn't even trying to hurt me. What would happen if he did?he can be mean and intimidating