Shaymus,
I am thinking of you and hope that things start to even out soon. I am sorry that you are not feeling all that well, but just take this incident as proof of how much your family must love you. I would rather have that then be at the brink and have everyone turn their back on me (and it happened). Hopefully in time things between you are your family can get straightened out and understood.

Stay strong and we are here,
Jessica