Please don't do it!
If you do, there will be a hole in the
Universe where you're supposed to be
and that will be a very sad thing!
With that being said, and you stating that
you need help, I urge you to contact your
therapist and utilize all resources necessary
to keep yourself from acting on this.
When you're feeling stronger, you can work
on the issues that are causing you to feel like
this is the only option you've got available to
help solve the problems that are causing you
so much pain.
Sincerely,
Pfrog!