Hi. This is my first post here and it's something that's just occurred to me. I don't want to go all out on the question, but I'll give you the details in short.

Basically. I find myself to not really care what people say to me. I find myself to not pay attention to other people's opinions and feel like it's a waste of space to even think about it and how others make me feel.

My priorities in life is for my family. When i say family i mean. Myself my wife and kids. For example. If my dad didn't like my girlfriend or whatever at the time. I wouldn't care less about his opinion. And i mean that for anyone. I don't let other peoples opinions into my life. The way i think about life is quite scary sometimes. I'm a very open minded person and definitely unique in terms of my mind.

The way i think is very different. I always take into consideration about how i would feel on my deathbed. Would i regret anything? Is what I'm doing in this moment a waste of time? Will I regret what im about to do?

Everything i do in my life is based on those thoughts.
I believe that it's you against the world and you have no one with you because at some point anyone and everyone can betray you and at the end of the day it's just yourself. No friends, family, nothing. One day they may all be gone. I feel like everyone lives life solo.

For some people. If they walked down the street and someone called them a di*ckhead. They'd retaliate. For me. I wouldn't care at all. That's their opinion and i thinking about it or retalting is a waste of time and space on my mind.

So the question is. Is that a normal thing to think like that? Or am i cold?