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Old Nov 28, 2015, 08:50 PM
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Originally Posted by jacky8807 View Post
You seem to have been suffering for so long
My heart goes out to you
I have to say when a med works for my depression I am a pretty fast responder
I really hope you and your TX team figure things out
Is there a possibility any meds you are on are making things worse
You just don't seem to be getting any relief and no one should have to live that way
Thank you so much. That means a lot to me. Yes, for the last three and a half years, since my psychotic break, I have had few breaks of stability in the midst of madness. I honestly don't feel like I'll ever get past it. I didn't used to be such a pessimist but it just seems obvious to me. It seems that way to my pdoc also apparently as he has brought up disability to me numerous times. I'm only 32 years old. I'm one quarter short of 40 quarters though so I'll have to work part time at least for at least a quarter before I can get it. I'm not sure when or if I'll be able to do it.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder