I have no insurance. My parents and my therapist have both offered to split the cost if I go. I spent time with my godparents last night and they talked to my aunt and must have told her how much I was drinking and my typical hiding spots because all the bottles are gone. She hasn't said anything about it yet but I'm sure she will. I should have known leaving them alone together was a mistake. My first instinct is to be pissed at my godmother for telling her and ruining what is my last good place to stay, but i guess deep down I know it's really me.