I'm so depressed and nobody cares , in fact people get angry if you tell them you're depressed or they lecture you about your life and how its your own fault your depressed . I don't think people really know what depression is and they think people choose to be that way .

My existance is nothing . just emptiness . I hate my self, I hate existing. Life is like hell to me . like a punishment .

I want to leave here . I desperately do . I want to die! Die! Die !

I hate every second of being here and all the crap and they way you get penalised for being depressed as though depression is a lifestyle choice .

I feel bitter and angry and sad. And I feel sorry for myself too !
My life is unbearable but I can't leave even though I desperately want to end it I can't because I am a mother . but this makes me angry to because I don't want to be here I really don't . but me ending my suffering will cause pain to the ones I love the most . so I am forced to be here and suffer like some kind of sick joke . grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! I hate being alive . I hate it ! I hate it !

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