I find myself asking this question more often than not. It is like the majority of people aren't interested in relationships anymore, well, at least in my generation. I am only 21, and I've never actually been in a relationship with anyone at all. When I was going through my teen years, I came to the conclusion that I will never be in a relationship and I was fine with not being in one for a very long time. However, when I started to be medicated, my thoughts and emotions towards many things changed, now I lust for a close relationship with someone, and I would love to care and caress them if I was.
But it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. Most people in this current generation are not interested in closeness, it seems to be that sex is the only thing that is keeping people together. And when I say this, it isn't as if they anything in common, or they have each others interests at heart, they're only interested for their body and nothing more. To be honest, I find this type of behavior to be disgusting, because it is literal objectification. But, I realize that it is now the mantra of current relationships now, and I am finding it hard to get back to my previous personality towards that.
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