I can't seem to keep any new friends or groups of friends. It's been like this for about a year now. I've met tons of new faces, gotten to know them and either they decide they don't like me or I don't like them. I feel as though the "not interested" is mutual, but I can't help but wonder if something is wrong with me. What is it about me that's so unlikable?

I just feel like all relationships and conversations one must have with someone are all fluff and stupidity. What happened on Keeping Up with the Kardashians, the weather, etc., but when you try to have a half intelligent conversation no one is interested. I hope i"m not one of those people that's just too intense to talk to, but I work with a guy like that so I recognize it and don't think I am. I just don't seem to have nada in common with anyone new i meet and can't be bothered to put in the energy it takes to build a friendship.

It could be because I'm going through a transition (I'm getting married in 10 months!) and I just can't seem to find anyone on my page.

It's hard for me to be friends with single girls. I'm over the lifestyle, you know? It's also hard to be friends with girls with children (the normal in my city) as I have traditional Christian views on children before marriage and I just can't relate to someone who has to spend their Saturday watching their kid at dance class or whatever.

Ijust feel so lonely, , but I feel guilty for feeling lonely because i'm getting married and my fiance is awesome! Then I feel guilty for not feeling guilty that I just don't want to bother with people right now.

What is WRONG with me?