This situation is like a double sided blade. On one side I understand how you want to be alone. On the other side, the other person cared enough to make sure you were alright. Suicide is not something anyone will risk, there is no second change, there is no redemption. If you called me and talked to me, I would probably show up in person to comfort you. Its human nature. I believe you did the right thing and talked to someone, sometimes anonymously talking to someone makes everything allot better. You reached out to someone which is important but the fact you chose to reach out means something is wrong. They were just making sure you were alright, they cared.