woke this am early just having a full blown race with my mind about some work I have been doing lately ... trying many new computer distro's ... so as is my custom I popped a xanex ... it worked ... but the strange thing is I got complete clarity on the problem that was nailing me and found a resolution ... it was like my mind was crunching the data at too fast a speed to be of use but the benzo slowed it down so my conscience mind could understand it .... first time my racing has had a sort of "subject" and first time a positive result ... wish I knew how to use this to my everyday benefit .... like the twilight zone ... "strange but true" ...