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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
I'm sitting here reading stuff others have writ, I feel..... -_-
I believe it and it sux. Talk about a career/ambition/life killer. It's like pointless to even get started because moments later it's over with before you even start, over and over. Yes, I have some major resentments, more than enough for everyone involved.
I'm my own life saboteur, made to self-destruct. I wish that I knew all this in the beginning, there are loads of things that I've would of done different.
At least when we were ignorant of the fact we operated and functioned. Now in the know we are broken and at a mental standstill- stuck in the muck.
We have an overwhelming feeling of "f***ed". -_-
-Disgusted.
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Can relate.Came to the diagnosis and understanding what it means late in life. You look back and the only appropriate response is grief. And that sucks.
It's an invisible disability that isn't even acknowledged by some "professionals". But it's freaking real and devastating. All the talk of "hey, it helped you survive" is empty when you see what was missed and lost.
Some days it's hard to be positive and upbeat.