I've been tapering off Xanax since early October. I was prescribed 2 mg daily for 14 months. At some point I reached tolerance and started taking more. Like 3- 3.5 mg daily.

Withdrawal was hell on earth. I managed to drop down to 1.5 mg daily. But the withdrawal became overwhelming.
I can't do it. I'm back to 2 mg or more daily. I don't even care anymore. I'm so sick of being sick. I'm tired of the endless anxiety and panic attacks.

I give up. Xanax won.