Hey pinksoil...

I hate the feeling of anger. I would rather be a sobbing mess (I should also say he's had a really difficult time trying to tell me I'm allowed to cry in session) than be angry at anyone. Kinda destructive, or from what has been modelled in my family.

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It seems as though there is a lot of emotion going on in that relationship; lots of stuff to work through.

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I hate work. Yeah, we have a lot to go through. I'll tough it out for at least a few more sessions. Then it will be into September and I can decide if I want to see someone else.

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He stayed. He's still there for me.

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That's another thing I'm scared of. If I'm totally honest in my feelings and all that... He's going to leave. Plain and simple in my perception of things.

Thanks pinksoil.