I quit my last job about 6 months ago. It was too stressful and I was overwhelmed. The days were to long and I had to deal with lots of people all day. Last week I started a new job. Unfortunately it's full time. Which I didn't want. Also my pdoc & Tdoc both thought I should start out part time. But I needed a job & that's what I could get. At first I was excited, they chose me! But my first 2 days I had to work 9 hours. It was very overwhelming. I was so stressed. I thought I could handle it. But my anxiety was taken over. I took a Zanax but I needed more. It wasn't enough this time. If I take anymore I will be falling asleep. I want to work. I need the money. But I may have to quit. They only want full time. Even part time the job though it is a warehouse job it's still very overwhelming because of the amount of orders to be done. I hate that now it's so hard for me to work. The last few years have been so hard for me. Realizing I can't do things I once did is hard for me to process. My Tdoc says I'm not bad enough to get disability. But I can't seem to find anything even part time that I can do anymore. I just don't know what to do. I am so frustrated!

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