I am exhausted. Utterly burnt out. Between work and the emotional turmoil the past 4 weeks. I've got nothing left in me. I'd like to sleep for 6 days straight. Tomorrow I have to be up at 4am for a 7 hour shift. Still have a sinus infection. I'll be grabbing an energy drink. The chiropractor wants me to cut back on caffeine but how when if I do, I won't have energy to do my job and function. Yes. I need the drug. I can't do this without being fueled by caffeine, its just an ugly reality.

Thinking about this makes me tear up. The doctors want you to be healthy, but society doesn't allow you to be healthy. When you're sick, go to bed and drink water. Like I can take 2 days off to spend in bed to recover from a sinus infection. That isn't even realistic.

Just lost my little bit of energy to rant. Time for dinner and bed. Though I never seem to get enough sleep to actually feel rested, even if I sleep for 9 hours.