I have met some great people and have a lot of friends on here now. I don't wish to upest anyone but I may have become to close to some of you out there. But lately i have been feeling like i am a tool or a thing to help others. I feel as though some might even obsess over me and my kindness. Do not mistake my kindness. I do care but i have my lines that i won't stand to be crossed. I try to keep things personal and unknown. I don't wish to be harrased by anyone,for others to speak behind my back or anything else. I am only human as you all are and i too have been hurt before. I have told a few about my personal things in life and i wish everyone will respect my privacy. I am not just a girl that gets on here to help just one...im here for everyone. I have a family i have to care for....i don't have time for she is my friend kind of attitude. I DONT want ANYONE to fight over me or anything im here for you all. I have a big heart and if i ignore you ...know that its for the better..not worse. I can make my own choices in life i don't need help. I care for you all....because you are all so very special to me. You are all diffrent in your own ways which makes you all great. I have made a lot of close friends on here...please don't feel that you are less than that....in saying that don't think you are more eather. I needed to get this out. I will not point a finger, and i will not give out any information about anyone here that has talked with me. I hold so much inside and i hope you can forgive me for this outburst. I can only handle so much...I am only one person. I have been dealing with my own stresses in real life and it just makes things that much more harder for me to feel as though im just a thing on here too. Please i hope you all forgive me for this outburst. But we all have our limits. This is just one of mine. Privacy a little...in real life. Im not just apart of you computer screen remember that as well.Forgive me.
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