I'm in my teens and I was born a girl but I really hate it. I hate having breasts, periods, curves and a vagina. I've felt like this for a while now, when I was eleven they taught us about sex at school and talked about childbirth and stuff like that I almost passed out. I had to leave the class and go get a drink of water. I remember telling my mom that I hated wearing a bra and wanted to have my breasts removed. Many times I've been so frustrated that I've harmed myself because it's all I can thing of doing. When I hit high school, really strange things started happening to me. I got my first crushes (both males) but although I liked them, I also wanted to be them. I started wishing I had and wondered what it was like to have a penis a lot. I also started to get a bit jealous of the boys in my class because they got to have voice cracks and pee standing up (maybe seems like a small thing but it still really bothers me lol) That was all at around thirteen or fourteen. I have binded occasionally because accidentally touching my breasts or feeling them move makes me feel nauseous. A very weird thing has been happening recently: I'll see myself with a penis mentally but physically I don't have one and it feels really strange like a disconnection between my mind and body. I'm so confused, I don't know what's going on. The guidance counselors at my school aren't taking me very seriously so I don't know if this is just a phase or something else. Sometimes, for like two seconds I'll want to be a girl but that always disappears quickly. I don't know what's happening and I'm really scared