Same here...I often wonder what it is that "I" like, and not be influenced by others. I for instance, inquired about going back to school and applied, but cant get myself to follow thru with registering for classes and stuff. I dont have much time if I want to do it classes start Jan 8. And then I have also re-arranged my living room and kitchen twice and just moved in a month ago. i cant get cooperation with my system. they are teens, pre teens and toddlers, there seems to be only one or two adults maybe an ANP but unsure of that right now since this system is different from the ones that were around in the summer. sorry didnt mean to get off topic.. but yeah I would like to know what is ME.