interesting about "the part seems to be talking to T" very often I have thoughts that ...well it all most makes me feel as though i either have a T in my head, or that parts rehearse what they want to say or talk about as if talking to T. Sometimes even full on feelings come forward that is more of a fear she is leaving and will play out a whole scenario even though in reality it hasnt happened and there is no indication that she is leaving or going to hurt us.

I do get the sleep thing. When I lay down to bed, I will have eyes closed and slowly noise comes and sometimes I hear knocks on doors, or someone in conversation but cant make it out. When I woke up yesterday, it was weird, I had opened my eyes looked around and at my clock. then laid there and closed eyes and started to hear a baby ... one that is trying to say words..babble talking ...just as i started to ask can you see me ? She disappeared no sound, I asked if you could see me even though I could not see her but i wanted to see what would happen and gone no more sound.