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Old Nov 29, 2015, 08:58 PM
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It might I live in a small town. And I haven't been looking for anyone. My friend and I literally bumped into each other at Wal-Mart. I told him I was gay he happens to think I use that as an excuse not to actually fall in love with a man.
Also I am not now in love with my old t and honestly not really sure I was. What I mean is. He gave me attention I hadn't had in a long time and i think I was more in love with that, not actually.him.
I've had a super tough year, been sick had a few surgeries, had a TIA, also was assaulted by a physician, over dosed and was diagnosed with myasthenia gravis and POTS SYNDROME.

How am I supposed to even trust another therapist? When I was younger the one I saw for 6 plus years just left me hanging. Canceled my last session and never told me why and I never saw him again. I found out much later he retired but I felt empty and alone than my old t now, he tells me he can't help me but for six weeks he left me without anyone to talk to whole he toyed with me and canceled.
Then I get pawned off to a woman therapist when I told him that's not what I wanted.
Did he think that would rid my fear of a woman therapist if he just pushed me off on her like that.

Maybe what I need to do is call the center where I go and ask to speak to who is actually in charge of the therapists and have a talk with him or her. That's probably the only way I can get another male therapist.

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Well dx is OCD, MDD generalized anxiety disorder maybe psychosis from a head injury I don't know.
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