I first joined three years ago right after being dxd. I came for support and knowledge. I never started threads often very rare but I would read and respond to others. I was in therapy and going to a doc. I'm the opposite of most that have replied. In my darkness periods is when I stopped coming to the board. In my mind I feel like I'm burdening others with my problems. So I just stay away until I'm better. I stopped seeing a therapist July 2014 and only see a doc now. I've been hospitalized a few times. I never posted when I felted I needed to go. I came back to the board when I was back stable. I still do not start a thread often but will reply to them. Currently I do take meds and they do work but not enough to keep me able to work. I've been on a long list too that the hospitals tried. I have BP1, schizoaffective and anxiety.

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