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Old Nov 29, 2015, 11:12 PM
LorrieTorrie LorrieTorrie is offline
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Originally Posted by The Green Manalishi View Post
If you feel that her therapy isnīt giving you the desired results, I would get a second opinion. She sounds negligent and little cold, IMHO. The hospital trips and her tardiness would be deal breakers for me. Not to mention she doesnīt even show up at all sometimes.

You deserve to feel better.
Thank you. My problem is, I also have BPD, so in these two short months I've become quite attached. It also means that one screw up and she's dead to me until she says something nice and I love her again.

I had been doing well with being mindful until I actually needed to be mindful. I guess I just wanted her help pushing me back in the right direction, because I don't have any other support. A lot of times she does make me feel hopeful. A lot of times I feel like she's inadequate. I don't know how much of what I feel is real though.

As far as being late, I don't know what the heck happened there. It's only been these past few weeks. Once she was an hour and a half late and just showed up like she was on time. I have been sending her reminders the morning of appointments starting last Thursday.